hey guys…im back…(dunno who s those guys i mention here…hahaha)
actually i busy recently….working…study…assignment…that s why din blog here for quite a long time…
emmm…i think nothing special happen tis past few weeks….yea…let s talk bout my study… GOsh…there s a lot of assignment waiting for me….but i think its cool laa…cos tis time more challenging…and i got drama also….need to act in front of all my frens… At first im not the main character…but my team mate laar….haih…that s my fate…i think i will enjoy anyway….
i got 2 special lecturer in this sems….both also like to EAT…. A man n a woman…the woman i think she s cool…cos the way she teach…the way she communicate wif us….it s like…emmm…interesting…not boring…that s the cool thing…. Anyway…the man lecturer…..he s a tutor for my class…teach LAW…haih…since the 1st class wif him…he LIKE to call my name….”yau wai…answer my question…”,”yau wai…ask them to shut up…”,”if let say…yau wai create a book…n yamada copy it…..”…damn laa…not to say i dun like…but i think it s too over loo…always..yamada and gavin (2 of my fren also kena) and yau wai….i also dunno why he prefer to call our name…haih… Besides that..he like to has his breakfast in our class…hahaha..he s funny laa…but he dun like ppl voice out in his class…even a single sigh also cannot…haih…weird laa…
well….assignments…hahahah…i quite satisfy wif my team mate…hahaha…but still…we need to put a lot of effort in doing all these assignment…
yea…the most ‘risky’ thing in the assignment is the time to choose our team mate randomly…i was like…so tension….more tension compare wif the time i do my presentation…hahaha…cos i dun wan to do such a risky thing…the marks of the assignment not play play wan leh…. I saw the box i also scare….hahahaha… Btw…our tutor had teach us…do give ppl another chance…i think she s right…dun always judge ppl and we have to give ppl a chance…sorry loor ppl… u guys cant blame me wad…i sked leh…i had experienced it before…so i dun wan to mess up my study…
Tis sem…still…i will also put a lot of effort as last time i did…and even more…
I really gotta put a lot of efforts…no matter how…i still moving on…although there s something are blocking me….
Hope that my study will be fine laar…it s really hurt me if my study cant achieve a minimum level that i used to be last time…god bless///
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This week really hard for me to breath…really hard…
Result come out…
My family problems…
Friends and people around me…..
Sigh…
As everyone know…i am always keep mentioning that im strong…no matter who attack me with words…i can prove to them or fight against them… But now only i realise…i am not completely strong…i was thinking of give up when my parents told me that i am no longer care for my study(in chinese…’no heart to study’)….i was like….wat the hell…how can they told me this…i dun care ppl who talk bad bout me outside there…i still manage to keep going without anything… But it s really hurt when my parent told me that…i felt like no way to go…felt like giving up…no one support me… So…these few days..i was seriously no mood…i m very care bout what they had told me…i keep it inside my heart… Anyway..i did share wif my friend…wat they told me is…”haih…dun care laa…”, “explain to them that u re not..”, “ermmm…not a big deal laa…”… I am appreciate but i still CARE…if i think something which is not a big deal for me…i wont share wif my friends…i rather keep it and not to disturb them…cos i still manage to handling it by myself… Nvm..it s my problem anyway… One thing…i really cant accept wat my parent had told me so…
Friday…after class…i overnight at my friend s house…hahaha…i was pretty enjoy there…cos we play around without any problems…hahaha… That s why…i woke up round 12 in another day….then my friend had gave me a miscall…after my team mate call me up…then only i realise today is the day which result release online… I quickly check online but it was system down there…i almost mad because i cant get my result… My phone was very busy that time…my tutor msg…my team mate sms me…then my fren call me…i am happy cos my fren got a very good result…then he told me that one of my team mate failed one paper…i totally mad…cos i dun think i am better than her…i felt like wanna cry u know…haih…. Finally…i had arrived my house…n finally i got my result…it was seriously hurt me…how can they fail me…two subjects somemore…i keep ask myself…how come i put a lot of effort, but still get nothing… Yaa i get something….C- and D….wat the fxxk…something that i dun want since the 1st sem… Seriously…i put everything into my study…
DO ANYONE CAN TELL ME WAT I LEFT…ish…
I went to work that night…i very sad…when i do my work…suddenly…my result and the words from my parents came out from my mind…
I was crying….
but
…without any tears///
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Hey wat.. Not to say im too proud of myself…but wat i said in the title is true… I found out that im too kind in my course…im doing something which is beyond the job of a treasurer….haih… My friend always ask me:’hooi….why u so stupid oooh?’. Anyway…i dun think i am… Btw i really feel thankful and touched cause my friend ask me so….that is mean they still care with wat im doing… Thanks..
In these past few sems…I had a bad time in collecting money from my coursemates…some of them such a #$%^&(dunno wat to say…lolx)… They dun wan to pay then drag my time to collecting it…i was so busy wif my assignments… BUt luckily…there are some friends who are cooperative…specially my classmate…C4…because i will scold them if they dun wan to pay…hahaha…pity them….but only my classmate n some of the ppl who paid seems like a human being in the course…hahhahaha…
K…dun talk bout those ‘past tense’…
Yesterday which is monday…without any class actually… Touch bout the stupid class….i am really ‘beh song’ of it…already 2nd week…lecture class still haven start… Okay…nvm…i went to skul not for the class purpose anyway…i went there cos i need to print out my notes…nahh…not mine…is MY WHOLE COURSE NOTES… Due to the reason that the lecturer gave me the original notes on saturday…i have to print it on monday….cos sunday those printing shop wont open and tuesday she MUSt see everyone of us have one set of notes on our hand… So i got no choice…. ANd one more thing…i dun have money wif me…so….wat i need to do is ask money from my mum…n pay it 1st… While the time my notes in process…hahahha…i went out for lunch wif my fren…hahahhaa…nothing to sad for me to sad actually…hahaha…cos my day still worth it…lolx….
That is why i need to wake up slightly earlier in tis morning…hahahha…i woke up at 4.45am…hahaaha…then i reached my bus stop round 6.15am….logically i can make it in time wan…but the STUPID RAPID KL BUS U24 which is the only bus to TARC always late….i waited at titiwangsa there round 1 hour something…still din see any of it… At the same time…i cant ask help from my frens… I put the notes at my fren s house…i sms her to put it outside…i cant ask her to carry all the notes for me cos it s too heavy…n i cant let them to give out the notes…they dunno how to distribute it…
Finally…i reached skul…
“Booomk…(stupid door close)…”,”are u the priniting manager for DAV2?”my lecturer asked so…of cos i reply her seriously…:”im not!!! but im the one who in-charge of it…”… Luckily michelle know the amount of the notes that need to be given out…she s the only one who can help me at that time…but still i cant pass everything to her…cos it s not her responsibility also.. At the same time…im wondering how come the lecturer din ask the whole course that who s the printing manager before i came… and i also wondering how come the printing manager din voice anything out….haih…hopeless…sigh…
Later on…i wanted to collect money from everyone…wat the fxxk…everyone gone…fast like hell…ask them to give money then drag me…haih…
This is only the small case…long way for me to suffer…
IF people come n say that im not responsible ar…i will use the money to throw at this fxxker…hahahha…because…
I AM RESPONSIBLE///
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today i did something very ‘geng’…hahaha…i did this before…hahaha..but i really got no choice… I walk from my house to public bank…geng leh…hahaha..
XD
arhhhhh….today dun have class also….cos 1st week dun have much class…only start everything from the 2nd week…. So im thinking of go n settle my bills…school bill laa…the course fee…haih….money again…
TOO bad..my account dun have enough money…i have 2 accounts…but still…haih…sad… then…i have to add up wif my pocket money for tis month… RM200 gone…now only left about rm50…how do i survive within this 3 months..haih…
When the time i walked back from bank…i was sweating…somemore weather so hot…haih…went to jusco n shop a while…after i came out from jusco…rain wor…wat the….jus now it was so hot…now rain…
My mind suddenly came out something…
I always face a lot of probs in my real life…haih…but i still manage to solve it…not to say solve..but still…i overcome everything…haih….things never perfect…tis is wat my fren told me…
Finally…i choose to walk back home under the rain….i pass through the main road…traffic lights…shop lots…n…people….half of the way…rain had stopped..
Hahaha…
I OVERCOME ONE MORE THING///
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Wat the….actually today is my 1st class of the brand new sems….but already cancel….wat the hell….i wait for so long…..but still…suddenly cancel….
Now have to wait until wed….but wed bit weird laa…4pm only got class…the only class somemore….hate it… Anyway…i still can do something before 4pm…cos i wanna cut my hair… My fren was wondering how come need to cut…but it s logic if she think that way…cos my hair not to say too long… Just easy for me to fix my hair…somehow… i feel more comfortable with short hair…hahahha….
Haih…wat i have to do now is….wait loo….haih….
Hope my timetable will fix…n will not change always…cos i have to find a part time job…. Have to go singapore…..god bless laa….hahahha///
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well well well…i know tis title is kind a lame for u guys….hahaha…but i gotta tell u honestly…my holidays were suckxxx…
emmmm…basically i sit in front of the pc most of the time…but i still doing nothing in front of the pc…last time i used to be very ‘active’ with my pc…hahah….but now…seems like a bit bored with it….
if not…i will listen to my favourite music…hhaahhaha…u know…my love diva…FIR…hahahha… Only FIR…yaa..only their music will loyal to me…accompany me through this stupid holiday…no matter how bad mood i am…their music sure got the ‘OHM’ to listen…after i listen ar…. I TELL U!!! DUN PLAY PLAY…hahahhahahaa…
when the time my mum return back from her work….i will go back to my room n have a nap….hahahah…sleep loo…cos she always blame at me due to the reason i spent all my time in front of this stupid pc…she will said: “ah wai ar….hao xin laar…”, “wei she me yi tian dao wan zuo zai na ge shi ren dian lao qian mian”, “@#$%^&*”….. LOLX…all in pin yin….cos i dunno how to type it in chinese…hahahaa…
besides that…i eat a lot in this holiday…i told my fren…then she reply me it s kind a wasted cos i din even grow fat…hahahhaha…but it s true…i ate lot….still skinny like a stick…hahahha…really hope i will grow fat…not too much…bit will do…hahahha…n i also wish to grow high….higher and higher…hahhaha…
yaa…i think the most meaningful thing i did in this holidays is i learn a lot how to drive…cos i dont like manual car….it s hard to control….when the time i come out from the car ar….my legs…specially left leg..shake like hell…hahaha….so i prefer auto car….hahaha….last time…i drove from my house to my fren s house where jus near tarc my college…hahaha…i almost accident when the time i came back…cos i drove too near to the right..then the tyres spoil bit..hahaha..but nothing laa…hahahha…. Compare wif manual car….gosh…hard to control….but i think now i drive better compare wif last time…hahahha…. Cos last time i always ’sei for’….hahahahah…so i hope i will have one auto car soon…hahahhaa…n thanks for my fren michelle n her husband…they let me drive his car and give me lot opinion..indirectly..did help me alot…hahahha…thanks looo…..
emmm….in this holiday….the most unlucky thing is i got no money..hahaha… That s why…always stay at home n become ‘zhai nan’…my cousins said so… Anyway…the past few days…i did shopping with them…the day before RAYA i went out with my cousin n sing K…i can always sing K…but i already promise my cousins since last year i think…maybe more than 1 year….finally…so called…dream come true…hahhahaha..but my bro did follow us..haih…so…tak syok laa…hahahha…happy anyway….then we go n take sticker photo…hahaha…having fun there…
then the 1st day of RAYA…i went out with my high school fren…1 of our frens cant make it…so only 2 of us went to 1U to buy gift for my fren…cos his birthday is around the corner…hahaha….YEE VEN…
2nd day of RAYA…i go out with my another fren….emmmm..nothing special actually…went to 1U again..hahhaha….then mid valley….sit at kim gary there n chat loo…wow..that time only i realize that we din chat for a long time…hahahah….is quite fun actually….hahahha….
of cos…in tis holidays…i got work….emmmm…saturdays and sundays…wedding ceremony….so i gotta help them out….haih…tired…but still…need to work..if not…sit in front of the pc also sien….hahaha….
emmm…i always day dreaming and keep thinking of something in this holidays…emmmm..i really got no idea wat am i doing…really hope the brand new sems will start soon…hahahah…still got another 2 more days…cant wait for those assignment…hahhaha….
ASSIGNMENTS!!!
IM COMING BACK FOR U///
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Im know wat am i doing….
BTW…can u pls be honest with me…we are frens…nothing to hide in this ‘level’…
Haahaha…really hurt when u reply me that kind of answer….
Lastly…to those ppl who come and spoil our relation….we’ll see…
I’ll let u die badly in front of me///
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Well..im jus finish my lunch…haaih~~~sigh….
Really suffer these few days…’fatt mou’ here…doing nothing…always in a bad mood… Last time…during my study days…come on…that s the ways i suppose to live my life…always very enjoy with my frens.. Specially when i spent my time wif one of my special fren….hahahahaaax…
Haih…we
hang out together…
sms each other…
msn each other…
always lunch…
talk crapz together…
watch movie(im not really interested…lolx)…
shopping(although i dun like…hahaha…)
sing K which i like it so much…hahahah
………………………………………………………………….lot laaar…
Haih…dun care laa…although not everything i like to do…but spend time wif my fren really did enjoy myself…all these thing are HAPPY to me…i really hope can spend most of my time wif my fren… IF u guys found someone who is able to brighten up yr life….i can tell u guys tat u are really lucky…hahahhax… BUt…wat im facing right now is really unlucky… Maybe i m too selfish and too over sensitive…i found out that my fren dun wanna bother bout me….hahahahha….another of my frens said im too sensitive bout this issue…compare wif last time….hahahah….we all act like a couple…my fren always come n ’fan’ me…but now..arhhhhhhhh…dun care laa…
So…this holiday really going crazy….
I did something scary also….
I will post wat i did during tis holiday….hahahaha….
Pls….haaha…if u are under 18…dun go n view the coming up posting…
it s scary…….///
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I did something funny leh…hahaha….
I design my header…hahhaa..the original graphic is taken when that time i went to FRIM with my fren…
Emmm…dont u think it s cool…hahhaa…i do have another group of pics which are slippers as the target inside…hahaha…
Dunno…i think it s coooool…hahhaa…(cos the one who wearing the slippers are cooool and special…hahahahaax)
Come on….wat s happen to these stupid holidays….u guys know wat?! I had wasted my time in front of this pc…doing something which are not worth for my life….hahahha…sound s serious?!
Anyway….i found out this…so called….blog…hahahha…. I gotta be honest that i dont like to write…but…it s better than i doing nothing here…hahhaha…
So…emmmm….
Although i dont like to write…but i will try to write ’something’ to fill up my blog…hahahha….hope it will be a great thing for me…hahahha…
If u guys got any comment or opinion with my stupid blog…jus voice it out…
Emmm…i think tat s enough for this…hahahha///
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